Originally, I wasn't going to move until closer to November/December, save up some more money. But since D walked out for stupid reasons (what I believe to be selfish reasons, not so much stupid, but selfish I will agree), and me wanting to move on, get on with life, return back to work after being disabled for nearly 2 months, and starting my own business (I'm hoping to start in about 3 weeks), I felt it was time. I had been watching the prices closely, and although I did sign my lease right in the middle of the price ranges, I can be comfortable and still have enough for bills and groceries. I am so enjoying being able to fend for myself, knowing I am self sufficient. Don't get me wrong, as much as I would love to be the homemaker and trophy wife, it will probably never happen. I'm nearly 30, but in today's world, I might as well be 50 when it comes to lack of love and romantic relationships.
I feel liberated knowing I can do anything in my life. With D I felt held back, like something was missing. I was missing my true self! I had become so used to him and being with him, I lost myself in the process. This is my fresh start. New home, new part time business, new life, new Michelle. I think each and every day about doTERRA, think of all the possibilities it could open for me, think about all the people's lives I can touch with it, just like it did for me, and I am forever grateful to my two awesome mentors, Lorraine and Linda.
I feel so much more alive than a month ago, even 2 months ago. The sky is the limit at this point, and I'm aiming for the stars.
"Enthusiasm is the yeast that makes your hopes shine to the stars. Enthusiasm is the sparkle in your eyes, the swing in your gait. The grip of your hand, the irresistible surge of will and energy to execute your ideas." - Henry Ford
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